Miss me? Heck.... even I missed me!

Where I have been....

I was targeted for an attack in an online ministry I was helping to run and ended up on the outside looking in.... God as my witness I did none of the things I was banned for.....LOL she banned me for foolish quarrelling and I ignored each and every FOOLISH email she sent. There were NO argument or quarrels...LOL unless she was arguing with herself.....

Like so many group owners online, this one, "A" is a nothing but vindictive jealous control freak who chose to tear apart my friends in a way to get at me. If "A" wanted me gone for those made up paranoid delusions she had in her head, she could have just BANNED ME and I would have been gone, I would have been content to just stay on the rat boards and in the PSP group I had found and just play with the tags. Tags like the banner at the bottom of the page..... I have found I like making tags. But no, she had to pull yet another of her stupid dramatic closings, leaving folks stuck with their mouths hanging wide open... She did the same thing when I was homeless and living in that barn only I was still on the inside that time.

The worse case, was a member she whom she had promised there would always be a HSH , this is a member that had credited HSH with SAVING HER LIFE, a member who suffers from PTSD, a member from Canada who because "A" is too cheap to make a 3-way call, this was a member had my phone number as I had made the 3 way call to her... After she saw the HSH is closing it's doors after 6 years this woman was on the floor in a fetal position when she looked up and say my number on her bulletin board and called me screaming "How can she do this? She is a Ministry she can't just close her doors!" and that she had to gain control in the next 45 min or her husband would pull the plug in the Internet. Needless to say I did talk her down (with the help of her meds) Her husband was a little late that night.... He was surprising her with a new computer.... Can you imagine his reaction had he come home with a brand new computer to find his wife on the floor in a fill blown anxiety attack over pain she had suffered online? I don't even want to think about THAT. (Not to mention my husband who had never witnessed me in full crisis consoler mode, he was even a good boy and did not make one smart alek remark while I was on the phone) SHE is the reason I am now running a MSN group called Gods Big Sandbox, because she needed a safe place on the net to regain her trust, and she needed it immediately . She is doing much better now. PTL. Splits don't always go the way the splitter planned... Including myself I have ALL THREE of the HSH managers, leaving A to run her group alone.

As a matter of fact her kids and grandkids are in Ontario she and her husband are flew in from NEWFOUNDLAND and fatboy and I are had supper with them on Tuesday.


Right now our goal is to maintain our front page activity listing so we can get more members and each of us will then have to post less to stay there. We should be top 5 but there is a glitch in the system that is keeping us mid-page. When this is cleared up we will be placing about where HSH is in the listings so the other members will have the CHOICE to follow us. There is no being in 2 groups with "A" she is just too threatened by that. I ask no one to choose I am just an available choice. We will get them all in time (well the ones we want anyway). When we top her in the ranks she will complain to everyone and that will make them come check us out...LOL LOL LOL It is a Christian based group but it is really more about having fun I an trying to keep the things that might put folks "off" on threads they can choose not to look at. We had a retired (cuups) minister Covenant of Unitarian Universalist Pagans join us the other day so it is bound to be a fun group.

Come give us a lookie-loo.... LOL if you decide to join in the fun there I have a shovel waiting for you!